--cherlyn

Just got back from lunch from pow sing. Food was very very very good. Finally settled chicken rice 2 times in a row. But two times in a row have garlic breath before starting work. not good not good. anw sometimes i wonder why on earth did i request for work on sunday. haih. then again if i dont work i will be bored to death. and guess what? i spent less than 2 days to finish an entire season of a drama series. thats like 13 episodes. major panda eyes right now despite having like 11 hrs of sleep? no motivation to exercise. full as hell now. work in about 40 minutes. not looking forward

boredboredbored. then i go into an illusion where im roaming about SG seeing all the stuff that i have missed out in the past 8 months. then 1 second later i just shut down and lose all motivation. sedentary lifestyle once again. vicious cycle la i must say.

oh wellss.... pictures time


Brother's birthday


murtabak


prata from cassuarina


eating in action


very good prata. had to go for seconds


me prob going " wth!" dont take anymore photos"





finally home!


big relieve. my travelling schedule was insane!

--cherlyn

ok i think it is time for a post for all you fans out there. lol.

it has been almost a month since i have been back in singapore. life's been pretty good so far but i'm kinda hating work cos some of my favourite collegues are no longer around or i dont work in the same shift as them anymore. so boring! ah but then i get to meet new people and thats pretty awesome too. guess what...im doing redemption this time and sometimes i see so much ugliness in people that i dont know how to look at the goodness of human nature anymore. it just digusts me right to my bones. sometimes thats what i feel like in singapore... where people constantly judge one another, find faults, nit pick. i mean... c'mon... life isnt just that alright. being here just makes it a little tougher to see the goodness in people... i dont know. mayb its just me. im trying hard to see the good in people. i donno, im just gonna stick to being myself and try to accept people for who they are i guess.

good and bad memories evoked when im back here in singapore. bad = im no longer living in kovan! rah. and good = im back here with family and friends + good food

talking about food. i have been craving for sardine curry puff every single day. in fact, curry puffs in general. rah! not good. i just feel v compelled to eat and eat and eat when im in singapore. but when im in NZ three meals seriously suffice alr. no idea what is going on at all man. oh i alr asked my mum to cook chicken rice for us tmr for lunch. yum yum yum

looking forward to my sister's exams to end. she owes me a lot of "hang out" sessions i swear. everyday see her study until i bored alr. and for goodness sake i need to have a night's sleep without the freaking lights on cos she's studying. it is getting kinda irritating alr.

* i miss NZ's milk, bread and plump juicy apples* - we always want things we do not have but when we have it, we do not want it. life is ironic man-

--cherlyn

today is the 3rd time that i have been to crystal jade since i got back. holy shit. overdose of dimsum

life's been treating me pretty good lately. i mean...FOOD has been treating me v good. seriously, i miss the food a lot a lot x1000 when i was in NZ. food has been such a big part of me. i donno. thats like 70% why i wanna come back to singapore. LOL. and of cos to see my chubby sister la. when i see her cheeks = reminds me of food. same difference.

oh wells. not too sure whether i will be coming back next year. but as of now....i hate the weather but the food is making up for everything. woohoo!

working. chilling at home. gosh. sounds boring right? dont care la. thats what i do during my holidays. me time. me eat and me slack. i do what i like.

going to be in my own world. i dont care!

bye!

--cherlyn

my room is in a MEGA huge mess. it's so messy that i cant even enter the room without slamming myself at the small corner beside the heater, slam the door back before i can enter the room! but that was so yesterday. i moved the boxes to another corner of my room already.

i have absolutely no motivation to start packing right now. ah. there's just quite a bit of packing to do! and im lazy. maybe im just waiting for the rest to be done with their final epi paper then when they start packing, i will get motivated. just like how when they study, i get motivated to start studying too. wonder what im gonna do next year man. seriously. my flatmates arent exactly v v study kind and next year i have to up my game alr. no more fooling around.

ah shit. my body aches so bad = no mood to do anything.

im sleepy too. argh.

--cherlyn

omfg. im FINALLY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE! and i can finally say it is time to get down to some shit ass serious packing to go back to singapore. it's like right now right here right this moment that i finally feel that i have done my part as a student for 2009 and i rightfully deserve to fly back to singapore. damn. my friends on my floor deserve it more i tell u. they work so damn hard. im so proud of them. words cant describe how i feel about these people. they helped me to survive 2009. i owe them so much. they have changed me; to see what is it like to be that person i never thought i can be and never would be able to become. perfection is so hard to achieve. life is like that, you see the good in people, love them for it. embrace the goodness. reflect on how insufficient i can be and then move on....happy.

im going to go get ready for shopping alr. find boxes to pack. ah damn i feel so happy now!woohoo. but everyone hates me now. boohoo!

i am starting to take more control of my life nowadays.
trying not to let my life spiral out of control due to stress.
cos life's much more than that.

anw intitally twan told me that he was interested in going overseas to study.
if i say i am not affected by that, i am lying.
but i told him that i will support whatever decision he makes ultimately.

due to financial issues, he told me that studying overseas may not materialise after all, and that studying in singapore would be better.
makes me think about the importance of money. hard to accept but true, no money no talk.

sometimes it makes me rethink my choice of uni course. you know the usual "what if" questions. i ask myself alot of these sort of questions.

life's filled with so many uncertainties but all i can do is to try my best and see what comes.

<3
corrine

--cherlyn
Whats the worst thing that can happen during waitressing? For me, it was when I was reading out the customer order and all of a sudden I just went into a retard and panic state that I could not read my short form. I was just stumped and was this close to showing the customer what he ordered (he would not have known because it was in short form). GOSH. Worst case scenario for me. Felt like a walking retard. Ah!

Seriously think that I have been studying too much in the library and then straight away go to work. A bit cant focus. But today’s business was good then boss cooked extra yummehhhh kimchi combo stew. Awesome. Working with the other Korean girl was just great cos her washing skills are fantastic and she did all the washing. But that means that I have to take orders (oh no I don’t wanna recall what happened) and do other stuff. And another thing is that I am slowly degenerating into a math retard. I find it so hard to do like a 40 – 27. When im typing it out it’s so easy to say 13. But when the customer is right in front of u and gives u cash instead of eftpos I just wanna kick his/her ass man seriously. Life is easy with eftpos. Everyone uses it please.

Ok off to do more studying! Library again today. Library again the day after and the day after and then no more library for 3 months. Awesome or what? Simply cannot wait.